dizzy again.

im jessica, im 29. i have twin boys and three cats. they are elliott, zane, anya, echo, and Cas. i live in seattle and am a birth doula. this is my life. (Please do not reblog personal photos)

Check out the sky. It’s official, we are home. #utahtrip #washingtonisreallyhomenow

Check out the sky. It’s official, we are home. #utahtrip #washingtonisreallyhomenow

Some leg time. #utahtrip #zaneandelliott

Some leg time. #utahtrip #zaneandelliott

We stopped at a rest stop earlier today to feed the boys and let them run around. Here Elliott is enjoying some daddy time. #utahtrip

We stopped at a rest stop earlier today to feed the boys and let them run around. Here Elliott is enjoying some daddy time. #utahtrip

Giving Say some loves. #utahtrip

Giving Say some loves. #utahtrip

As I’m sure all of you know I posed/participated in the 4th trimester bodies project. At the time I was under the impression (as I know most the participates were) that everyone would be included in the book and that we would all get a copy of said book. 

Well it turns out only 150 of the 400 some odd women will be included in the book. I was not chosen. 

As someone who went into this project because I was so amazed and proud of what my body and me accomplished I am heartbroken that I’m not included. I feel as though others view my story and my accomplishments as simply less and less interesting than others. 

I’m sure other participants not chosen are wondering the same thing, why am I not good enough to make the cut.  

The project is wonderful and I love every aspect of it except for this exclusion that has come about.

As I’m sure all of you know I posed/participated in the 4th trimester bodies project. At the time I was under the impression (as I know most the participates were) that everyone would be included in the book and that we would all get a copy of said book.

Well it turns out only 150 of the 400 some odd women will be included in the book. I was not chosen.

As someone who went into this project because I was so amazed and proud of what my body and me accomplished I am heartbroken that I’m not included. I feel as though others view my story and my accomplishments as simply less and less interesting than others.

I’m sure other participants not chosen are wondering the same thing, why am I not good enough to make the cut.

The project is wonderful and I love every aspect of it except for this exclusion that has come about.

Well this is my grandma with her greats and grand kids. You’d think it would be easy to get this picture. So me holding E my sister holding Zane and my niece Sadie in front. Then my grandma and cousins. #utahtrip

Well this is my grandma with her greats and grand kids. You’d think it would be easy to get this picture. So me holding E my sister holding Zane and my niece Sadie in front. Then my grandma and cousins. #utahtrip

We drove past the old house today. Our first house as a married couple. They took down the fence but kept the red curtains we left. #utahtrip

We drove past the old house today. Our first house as a married couple. They took down the fence but kept the red curtains we left. #utahtrip

Road trip. My view from the back seat.

Road trip. My view from the back seat.

DIY mei tai for Michael. Yep. It’s done. Now we both have one.

DIY mei tai for Michael. Yep. It’s done. Now we both have one.

That’s one good downward dog. #yogababy #conorzane

That’s one good downward dog. #yogababy #conorzane