dizzy again.

im jessica. i have twin boys and two cats. they are elliott, zane, anya, and echo. i live in seattle and am a birth doula. this is my life.

What a crap day

I need to get my fat ass in gear and lose some weight.

There is nothing like that feeling of absolute fear and dread when you see an animal cross a busy road.

Then coming home to find your elderly cat has peed on the carpet. After days of barfing and not eating. I’m not accepting it.

Why don’t they make womens shoes in 10.5. Yes, I’m 5’2” and have a big foot.

The teeth are popping through like crazy and I’ve had a migraine for two days. The twin mom never rests.

How have I allowed myself to put on so much weight. I’m losing it, emotionally. Not physically obviously or I wouldn’t be complaining.

It’s national infertility awareness week. We worked through a lot of issues in order to have these two precious boys. And I’m so happy we stuck it out. #zaneandelliott #nationalinfertilityawarenessweek

It’s national infertility awareness week. We worked through a lot of issues in order to have these two precious boys. And I’m so happy we stuck it out. #zaneandelliott #nationalinfertilityawarenessweek

I took this picture last week and promptly forgot about it and rediscovered it today. I was trying to get a selfie of me and the boys and Zane went in for cheek kisses at the exact perfect time. My kids are so cute and sweet. #zaneandelliott

I took this picture last week and promptly forgot about it and rediscovered it today. I was trying to get a selfie of me and the boys and Zane went in for cheek kisses at the exact perfect time. My kids are so cute and sweet. #zaneandelliott

lovealwaysangelairene I haven’t made any more yet. I posted this picture to Instagram with that caption and two people asked for one. Which sucks because I have to go back to Joann’s for more fabric now. But the second picture is what they look like when they’re done. I really didn’t expect people to want any. Let alone from material I had clearly bought for specific people. If you want me to make you any let me know and I will go get special fabric for you.

So apparently I could make a business selling baby blankets I made. I just accidentally sold two.